Hiya blog readers !! It’s after 10 on a Saturday night (of course I’m in & blogging because I’m so NOT a party animal… LOL). We actually have been at a party tonight but it was a workmate of DH’s & we seriously didn’t know anyone at all so we didn’t stay too long. I didn’t mind that at all seeing as we had to leave the house at 7.30 this morning to head off on a loooooooong drive to the boys soccer game. 1hr 40mins to the game today… not a bad drive actually so it was enjoyable, but I’ll certainly enjoy the Home game next week.
Life has certainly had it’s ups & downs in the last month or so for us… there have been some heartbreaking lows… BUT… amongst all this ‘negative’, God has turned ashes to beauty !! My DH, who is saved, but has struggled big-time with the whole ‘die to self’ part of the deal, has had more than ample reason to be angry this past month. (seriously, a saint woulda lost his shiz through this stuff), but he’s been cool as a cucumber… and I know that it’s God’s hand in him.
I had my suspicions of course, but they were confirmed when we were at Alapha last week and one of the questions was “What dramatic change has God brought about in your life since becoming a Christian?” DH answered “He’s taken my anger away.” (Of course I did a fist pump on the inside at this time.. lol)
I was thinking about this in the car heading to soccer this morning. We were listening to ABBA (coz Abba rocks !!) and I can’t remember what song it was, but a tambourine was mentioned. Straight away…. way too fast for me to have thought it myself, I was reminded of that verse in Exodus where Miriam dances and sings with her tambourine. (Exodus 15:20). Hardcore blog followers of mine will remember why this is the verse that was laid on my heart this morning.
For everyone else… here’s the super fast recap… In 2014 my sister & I went to Colour Conference (the women’s conference at Hillsong church) and Beth Moore was one of the speakers. (LOVE Beth Moore). She taught from the Exodus passage, bringing it home to us that we need to have our tambourine’s at the ready… anticipating the victory… be ready to grab it at a moments notice (as Miriam did) and get up and rejoice !! I got onto ebay (trusty ebay) when at the airport waiting to fly home from Colour that year, and purchased a tambourine. It arrived about a week later and it hangs in a very predominant place in my home… right in the heart of our home…. handy to pick up at any time. Even just looking at it hanging there gives me the encouragement I need to get through tough times in a normal day.
I strongly believe that these verses coming to mind during the drive this morning was a subtle reminder to me to remember to not just rejoice for these HUGE steps DH has taken of late, and throughout these struggles, but to also be EXPECTANT for more victory to come.
Exciting right !!!!!
It’s safe to say that I’m really really excited for what’s in store…. and that’s even with the knowledge that, sadly, there will be some really yucky stuff ahead too. I always know that God totally has us covered in every situation, and I never doubt this…. but things like this morning, getting those ‘moments with The Lord’ and being reminded of His presence, always put an extra spring in our step.. and a wider smile on our face.
Blessings Peeps !!! xox