I’m gonna be honest. . I’m struggling tonight.
I want to be walking the right path.. I NEED to be walking the right path as I have little eyes watching me and little ears listening to me. (and some big eyes & ears too)
However these very encouraging facts don’t make the path any easier. The bumps are still there, the ‘stones’ are still thrown, the misconceptions of me by others are still there.
I solidly believe that I not only witness to my children through things that I say, but possibly even more so by things that I DON’T. When I’m abused by a family member and I don’t respond in like tone or with harsh words. When I’m treated like a ‘goodie-two-shoes’ but choose to stay silent and not ‘defend myself’.
When I’m outright verbally attacked, but refuse to take the bait and retaliate. .. they see that. & you know what else they see… the frustration on the person’s face when I won’t lower myself to their level.
Isn’t it interesting (& frustrating) that we can KNOW that God’s opinion is the only one that matters and yet the darts fired by others still hurt. I often wish that I was impervious to these comments etc but I also know that I am taught a lesson through everything single dig at me, every single comment made. .. and every single not-so-subtle insult on Facebook.
I actually started this blog last night but the fact that I stopped part way through turned out to be a blessing in itself as I actually needed to be reminded of my own words when dealing with someone today.
Praise The Lord it was actually a really great day today spent at the beach with Miss 14 & niece 17 (well great day except for the sunburnt back of the legs. .. what on earth). Lots of time to think and talk to Jesus while the girls were out paddle boarding. Something about being at the beach (I think it’s actually in any natural setting) that gets me closer to God.
I am constantly blown away of late with the relevance of each mornings devotion and how it has been speaking directly into current situations & struggles. If you don’t do a morning devotion, I’d really encourage you to as it is just the BEST way to start the day.
So, getting back to my title. .. with all that I’ve been dealing with in days of late… I am comforted knowing that Jesus was hated, he was ridiculed, he was treated as a fool… so when I feel treated like this. . I know I’m in good company.
Blessings peeps xox